A Gloomy Delusion

“Tae Seongjae... He’s the one who will take me back home.”

One day, without warning, I woke up as Seo Seungwon, a character in a BL novel given to me by my younger sister.

The aftermath of being transported into this world is brutal—I’m plagued with relentless nosebleeds, bouts of coughing up blood, and unimaginable pain. I discover that staying calm lessens the torment, so I desperately try to empty my mind and maintain my composure. But as my original memories start slipping away day by day, I spiral into despair.

Still, I refuse to lose hope. To escape this nightmare and return to reality, I set my sights on the novel’s ending. Following the story’s flow, I resolve to become Tae Seongjae’s lover, face abandonment, and eventually fake my own death—all to achieve my goal of going home.

But when I meet Tae Seongjae earlier than expected, everything starts to veer off course.

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